HARI PALING KECEWA AKU SBG PGWS PLTH

b4 i start posting about my 'HARI PALING KECEWA AKU SBG PGWS PLTH', i wanna post serba sedikit about 2 days ago.

MON
-hmmm, lupa eh

TUE
-TUGAS AKU YG PALING LAST sbg pengawas pelatih!!! masa gerko ada 2 org polis dtg iaitu Encik Aziz & Encik Berman..cdak duak tok bagi ceramah to us, Kadet Polis. menakutkan.

WED!!!
-perhimpunan, SEMUA pengawas pelatih x bertugas sbb Mdm Ikbal x suruh kami org bertugas sbb terlampau byk pgws yg jg..so terpaksalah masuk line..boring bahh x tugas..x best..and then ada perjumpaan pgws slps perhimpunan and Abg Keth say "Pengawas Junior sila tinggal sebentar nanti"...then the others balik to their class and we all at dewan...i got a bad feeling since morning as if something bad is gonna happen..tiba2 C.Ikbal say "Maaf ye pgws plth kerana anda semua telah disingkir drpd mnjd pgws plth...so, skrg anda semua ialah pelajar biasa..sila serahkan nametag anda..sekolah kita x kaya kalau tak anda boleh bw balik nametag tersebut...terima kasih kerana telah membantu Lembaga Pgws menjalankan tugas"...then i said in my mind "WHAT THE EFF!!!" "WHAT??!" i almost cried and to those of you who don't know how sad it is, losing your very PRECIOUS nametag is like losing your own brother..that is what Najib said...he also almost cried..i see Cynthia, Apphia, Leeroy etc etc almost cried...huhu...

BAYANGKAN, JUST IMAGINE..

-you wear the pgws plth nametag for like 6-7months since 17 JULY 2008 every single school day and today you have to give back that nametag...
-you done your job as a pgws plth since 17 JULY 2008 and tomorrow you will not do it again...it's like a routine already..i dah biasa keluar kelas awal pagi utk bertugas, keluar dr kelas awal utk bertugas di kantin...i already get use of that..like what Cyn say, "Mesti ada seorg drpd kita esok secara x sengaja dia pergi tugas" the i say "nang pun...sbb ia dah jd routine kita bahh"

actually there were some tears in my eye that time..

but there's a good news

C.Ikbal say "Maybe in June we and the class teachers will nominate you to be a pgws sesi 2009/2010 so don't give up" "doesn't mean that you are no longer a pgws that you can break the rules, jd samseng etc"

and SBG KENANGAN
senior aku yg 1st(2008)
-Abg Gary
-bilik siaraya
2nd(2008)
-Abg Clinton
-line check and jaga form2 di Blok Dedikasi
3rd(2008/2009)
-Abg Afif
-Senior aku yg PALING BEST! nya ajar aku meningkatkan keyakinan aku..
-line check and jaga Form5 di Blok Bersih
4th and last(2009)
-Abg Zayid
-bilik siaraya
-baru jak 2minggu aku tugas dgn nya

THNX 4 everything

Jawatan aku sbg pgws pelatih
-Pen.Ketua Papan Notis pgws (juniors only)

Rakan2 Setugas aku
-Fit3, bilik siaraya
-Leeroy, Blok Dedikasi
-Walter, Blok Bersih

ctok jak lah post aku.

p/s: sedih lalu...sapa xda feeling ya, xpalah...tp just wanna let you'll know

What a Meeting!!! =]

Today i have this meeting for the junior prefects & some of the senior prefects.....u noe what!!!! All the juniors must be interviewed by the seniors..there are 39 juniors and we are divided into 6 groups...i was in group2 and we were interviewed one by one by 3 senior prefects and i'm the first one to be interviewed in my group..i was sooo nervous & it was nerve-wrecking...i was asked a few questions about myself & prefect stuff...but then, abang Gary said/comment that i don have enough cofidence and it's true...Group2 interviewers:- Gary, Shukri & Hazwani...nervous and i was like shaking..my ears are like so hot and my heart beats soo fast...then i went back to class and abang Keth[head prefect] asked us questions too about our opinions..then we were told to volunteer who wanna be HEAD PREFECT in Form 4...at first Leeroy, Cynthia, Apphia volunteered and then Nico and after that ME, Emmanuel and Walter join the GANG and at last Connie and Chrystal join the GANG....we [calon ketua pengawas] were asked to answer any questions the seniors give and we are like debating u noe..then we were asked 1 by 1 to act as a HEAD PREFECT advicing the students not to break the school rules..nerve-wrecking!!! but then Emmanuel was asked to go out from the class coz she made abang Keth angry but i don't know what she did..so scary..THE BEST PART IS.....
Abang Wayne[pen.ketua pengawas] whispered to us[calon ketua pengawas] that we all Form 1 got high ambition and dreams....and he said he solute us[calon k.p] coz we volunteered ourselves, not selectd...haha...and he said this~
he praise apphia, leeroy, nico & cynthia only coz he interviewed them, he doesn't noe about the rest of us..he say that he really respect, respect, respect, the highest respect to Leeroy and he say that Nico answer his question perfectly...
wayne's question was= antara tugas & kawan then nico replied= tugas masa pengawas, kawan masa kawan...i don't remember lah..i think it's something like that...WOW..i was so 'terharu' of what wayne said and it makes me wanna cry...coz i am soo happy...after we all 'bersurai'...i told wayne about my problem of low confidence..he told me that i am OK but i must improve more lah...i mmg hav low confidence....WELL THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY...bye..bye

FYI, the meeting is from 2.30pm-5pm...wow..tata

Good Luck!!!

first of all i wanna say good luck to all PMR candidates....hope u all get straight A's.....good luck....and i wanna say good luck to all the Junior Prefects b'coz some of us will be eliminated tomorrow..i think so...all the best...